Tuesday, September 17, 2002
04:42 p.m.
::Hands over ears:: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Mother Fucking Pile Driver. I fucking hate it. My ears hurt. My head hurts and my nerves are fraying.......
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Sunday, September 15, 2002
04:38 p.m.
I'm trapped in my dorm room. No joke. My door handle has always been a little stiff and sticky. Latly its been getting worse. Now it seems to be good and stuck. Guess I should have had mantanence come and give it a look sooner.
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Sunday, September 15, 2002
02:08 p.m.
Spontanious Combusty!!!!
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Sunday, September 15, 2002
02:08 a.m.
Scary Winamp:The Boondock Saints court room speach with a Shuldig skin.
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Wednesday, September 11, 2002
11:01 a.m.
I am getting payed to make spread sheets. Hows that for cool? And I *might* actually get that bridge done. Imagin that?
Maybe when I'm done I'll burn it as a stress releiver. ::pauses:: But only if it breaks.
::cheers:: It's raining. ::looks out window:: Well it was raining. Now we have blue sky. Which is also good.
Welkowitz ((they Prof. I'm working for)) just came in. Now I get to harras a book companey for him. It'll be fun.
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Sunday, September 8, 2002
03:10 p.m.
So Kouri and went out to buy her fish today. It was good.
I really don't have much to blog about. But I figured, what the hell, I'll blog any way. I should be doing home work. I have to build a bridge out of drawing paper and glue that will span 2 feet of space and hold up 60 times its own weight. Fun eh?
Today's Quote: \"Here fishy, fishy, fishy!\"
-Ernie fishing with Bert on Seasami Street.
Tuesday, September 3, 2002
05:37 p.m.
Right. So last night my net connection died for no good reason. But a very nice man came just now and fixed it for me. So hopefully all is right with the world.
On an odder note. There is this person I saw infront of me in line at Walmart, whom I thought was very atractive. I thought it was a guy. Kouri thinks said person is a girl. Said operson lives on campus. Now I'm pondering such staments as "You know, you're vary atractive, thought I can't tell if you are male or female. Wanna go for a drink?" Though I think that'd be a very bad pickup line. Any sugestions from the populace? Taking ideas in the mail.
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Sunday, September 1, 2002
09:38 a.m.
I'm going home for the next two days to visit grandparents, but I will leave you with this:
The dinning Common menue say it will be serving Brazilian Pork Butt for dinner tonight. I kid you not. Thats it a direct quote.
I'm glad I'm not eating here tonight.
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Thursday, August 29, 2002
08:05 p.m.
It's very wet here. I like it.
My Backpack got wet. This is don't like. My water bottle cracked and got my book ((this is a spiral bought book I keep with me at all times. I use ti to keep my life sort of on track, but it's just "the book") my binder, the 73 dollar text book and X 11 all wet. I am unhappy.
Tomorrow I will go buy a gold fish and name him Jaws and decreed by Ted.
T-Shirt update. The Subaru Chibi will most likly be one by tomorrow.
Today's Quote: Let me take a deep breath babe,
If you need me, me and Nil'll be hangin' out with the dream king.\" -Tear in Your Hand :Tori Amos
Wednesday, August 28, 2002
04:21 p.m.
So, tution bill squared away. Fish food found. Class schedual set.
Tonights progect? Hang up stuff and train dictation software to cope wotu school noise. ANd work on Chibi's for T-shirts. Life is seeming pretty good aside from the 73 dollar test book I had to just buy, when I only had 150 before that.
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Tuesday, August 27, 2002
02:29 p.m.
Life is good.
I got rid of the class I didn't like, and and the office assistent for two proffesors, and I'm doing clerical work for one's private practice. I have an income with out having to clean up after people at the dinning commons.
And when I came back to my room they book shelf had been put back on the wall. ::does happy dance and puts plants on shelf::
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Monday, August 26, 2002
02:26 p.m.
I HAVE FOUND EGGBERT!!!!!
Eggbert is the name of my pet screen sheep. You know, the little critters that runn around on your screen.
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Saturday, August 24, 2002
10:14 p.m.
In a less hurried update on my life. ((You all *really* care to, don't you.))
It's my neices first birthday tomorrow. Every one clap for her.
Dad gave me a digital camera, so you should all be seeing pics of my little kingdom ((other wise know as my dorm room.)) There will be pics from my ill fated trip to AZ, but I have to get the money to develop the film. I'll be changing the layout when I put those up.
We'll see if I can piss some on off and start a modern day witch hunt. Some on the pics are overly religious in nature, and while I have a lot of respect for nature I have very little for religion.
Though I do have a real love for catheadrals and churches. But any way. Of topic here.
in packing I have discovered that I own 130 music CDs giver or take 2 or 3.
And I might be doing another internet radio thing soon. I'll get the adress to post it.
This time I'm allowed to say whore if I want to.
I'm just rambling all over the place today.
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Saturday, August 24, 2002
09:03 p.m.
::looks at KnK guestbook and becomes faint:: Don't hurt me. I just installed my dictation software. I plan to work on one of my two fics tomorrow night as soon as I'm done moving into my dorm room. And teach Seishirou-san to regagnive character names as words.
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Wednesday, August 21, 2002
10:38 p.m.
I have dictation software!!!!!!
I have to train it but after that I will be writing girl. There will be fiction every where!!!!!::evil laugh:: Or so I tell my self. We'll see tomarrow in the clear light of day.
But it comes with a nifty head set. The scary thing here is that this is the first ever new peice of soft were that has ever been bought for my computer. I'm all excited on prinsable ::goes to read users manuale purely for the novelty of *having* a users manual::
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Saturday, August 10, 2002
02:00 a.m.
So we are leaving for New Hampshire. ::cheers:: I amd very tired so I wont be one for the next five or six days at least. Then who knows, I might get a real social life untill classes start.
Hey, it could happen.
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Friday, August 9, 2002
02:34 a.m.
Kouri has lost her mind. She said her hair clip was eating her hand.
Then she pokes me in the forehead.
That is all.
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Tuesday, August 6, 2002
09:01 p.m.
I'm doing it! Back up folks, and take a deep breath. The highly unlikly has happened. I have gotten back to a fic I'm writing solo. Really. I'm actually working more on Never After. I have no Idea what I'm doing, but I'm writing anyway.
And I'm hungry, but I think I would be hurt if I went down to the kitchen.
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Tuesday, August 6, 2002
12:51 a.m.
Life is neval lint.
Or gold fish. Depending on who you talk to.
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Sunday, August 4, 2002
10:50 p.m.
I would just like to anounce for the world that I love my parents. I mean, aside from stupid arguments I've had and still have with them, and the fact that Mom and I will never agree on what I wear, and Dad is hypocritical about coffe cup placement, my parents are great.
I mean they take in stray homeless kids we bring home ((and yes all three of us have brought home at least one))
Random aside, midsentance: Scary winamp. Prophecy by Jody Marie Gnant and Fuuma. ::is afraid::
::continues:: And always feed me and my friends even if we show up suddenly with no warning. And help me with college even though they can't really afford to.
I mean, I've known they were damned cool for a while, but its becoming obviose after living with Kouri's parents for the summer, that mine are incredable.
::hugs parents:: I mean really. When I get into trouble I feel safe calling them for help. When my friends get in trouble they feel safe calling my parents for help. How many of use can call their parents and say things like "Sorry its 1 am, but I'm in the ER with this guy from Canada, he and this other guy, who is a minor, got into a drunken brawl and the police were called, and I'm drunk to, but I didn't see it happen because I was being sick. . . . "
Mom replies with "Have you learned your lesson?"
What lesson is that?
Which one did you learn?
Not to drink with this stupid fucking Canadian and his lying stupid fucking minor friend ever again. Oh and they can't stay with me any more."
My mother: That'll do. Has anyone been arrested?
I mean, those are cool parents.
And Andrew and Jon, if you should ever read this: I'm still really pissed.
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Friday, August 2, 2002
01:38 a.m.
So as you can all see, I've started joining cliques. It seemed like a good idea at the time.
I need to get me nails filled. Most annoying.
I'm going to go snugle into bed now and read of the farther adventures of Haplo and his dog. I love the dog.
Today's Quote: \"But I can't get inside. ANd even if I could I couldn't get backout.\"
The do plopped down and fixed Alfred with a stern gaze that seemed to say,'Come, come. It's me, remember?'
Wednesday, July 31, 2002
04:31 p.m.
Sushi has died. ::is sad::
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Tuesday, July 30, 2002
04:33 p.m.
::Read Kouri's blog:: Wanna go out and have tea and soup for dinner? Just the two of us? Fuck the world I say. Give me Soup!!!!
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Tuesday, July 30, 2002
04:14 p.m.
Well they say nothing good can last. ::shlumps:: It was all going so well to, but I think it may be back to warfar. Blah I say. I just don't get it. When Kouri and I get mad at each other we snarl and then huff away. Ten minutes later it over with. We can express irratain, annoance with out bloodless war. Actually I can say that about a lot of my friends, but this just keeps turning back into warfar.
Yes I know I'm being criptic. Please forgive.
On another note: My results from the WK test
Why are you wasting your time here? You could be having sex with . . . 
Which Weiß Kreuz guy could you be having sex with?
I think that the test is either inacurate or there is *really* some thing about Omi that I don't know about
Kimura I understand your bafflement at the results. I'm going to go sulk in a corner with a book now. Maybe after dinner Kouri and I will go to that nice coffe house with the excelent tea. My nerves could use the calming.
Today's Quote: \"That first summer, when we all piled in on him, the coven became very adept at brewing soothing tonics. It was so distressing to hear him whimper.\":Karla to Daemon- \"Queen of Darkness.\"
Tuesday, July 30, 2002
12:02 a.m.
So I had these dweebs in my line who took 15 blasted minutes to decide what they wanted to eat durring their freaken movie. This is after they stood in my line for 10 minute prior ro getting to the counter. Idiots.
And the shift supervisore was doing "sock checks". He thinks he's being clever. Like any one sees out socks any way.
I'm sure there is some thing exciting I could be writing about, but I can't think of it right now. Poo
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Saturday, July 27, 2002
01:35 a.m.
Kouri’s Seishirou, has just kidnapped my Subaru over IM. The scary bit is that this is a common occurrence.
This happened right after I left her room because she, in her brain dead state, told me I was clean and soft.
I was out taking photos today in Phoenix. It was 105 and I think a few of my neurons cooked. Though I’ve always heard comment about homeless people tying rags and pieces of tire around their feed instead of shoes, but until today I had never seen it. I think I liked it better that way. You know, a few delusions left.
In pet news: Auto, the Praying Mantis seems to be doing not so well. He’s a limp and can’t fend of crickets, which a few days ago he was devouring. I hope he’ll be okay.
Mom found a new home for Lo-Mein, who is currently living in a cheap, untastful, 3 dollar plastic tank, because his nice glass bowl shattered while I was cleaning it. It was so weird, it just broke in my hand.
And I’m trying to decide if I can get two baby Whites tree frogs across country with me. I always adored them and I’ve never seen babies for sale before.
Update: Auto is not hanging upside down. According to Joe, my bug expert, this is a good thing. ::cheers for Auto::
Bed soon. I have to get up really earlier and call one of my loan people and beg them to tell college that I will get the money for tuition. Get this, college sends me my financial aide info 3 days ago. I’m 2,000 short. Not so horrid, I can get another loan. The college wants their money in 5 days.
”Gee lets give her the info really late, then demand the rest of the money before she can make arrangements to get it.” Bureaucratic buttmunchers.
Ah social blogging. I feel liek such a dork that I haven't been doing it latly. ::wilts:: I'll get back to it. My net connection has been so screwy. ::leaves to warm up feet::
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Thursday, July 25, 2002
11:06 p.m.
So, dude, or every one who was kind enough to e-mail me with review and comments about the art work that goes with Atropos, There is a resona I haven't answered. It's because My net connection is sort of defunct. Espicially in the evening when I'm allowed to tie up the phone line. I think it might be human error, but that's besides the point. And not my error.
Moving on. I'm using Kouri's psycho computer and I can't be on it that long, since, you know, its hers and she would like to use it.
But some day I will answer! Really. Honest. I *like* e-mail. It's my friend.(::Is obviously off rocker:: I'm telling you its the stress.)
In other news. . . I must have some. Some where. Somw thing tomake this entry interesting. . .
Do I still even have readers? So hard to get time and net accses to make entries. ::crawls away, to deepdarkpitof DOOOOMMMM! DOOOOOOMMMMMMMM!!!!!::
Today's Quote: \"Well, you're not bad looking for a corpse.\"
:Karla from \"Heir to the Shadows\" By Anne Bishop
Monday, July 22, 2002
01:09 p.m.
Plug your ears folks. I'm back and I'm annoyed.
Correction. I'm PISSY.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There that made me feel a little better. ::points up a scream of frustration::
It's simple. I refuse to be unhappy. I can not fix every one. No matter how much I care about them.
I WANT MY VACATION BACK!
I want it with out the jealousy.
With out the bitchyness
With out the emotional blackmail.
And I want it now. So fuck you. I. Will. Have. Fun.
Most likly I will regret blogging about this later, but for now I feel better.
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Friday, July 12, 2002
01:35 a.m.
I'm feeling ill-ish.
This displeases me. I've been dizzy and sick the last few evening, like I haven't eaten anything. Most annoying. It's happened before to. I'll feel all wably though not hungry, then dizzy. Some times if I eat candy or somthing I feel better, some times I just want to puke.
I want it to stop.
Still reading The Bourne Identity. It's stile miles better than the movie. The plot is actually worth while and the characters well developed. Marie ai cool, not just some drifter girl. She has a doctorite in economics.
Bye now.
Today's Quote: \"Give me a London girl every time
I've got to have one
I've made up my mind
They're all good cooks
And they've got good looks
\"London Girls\":Covered by Tori Amos
Thursday, July 11, 2002
12:01 a.m.
So as you can see from above I went to see The Bourne Identity and thought it was lacking in everything buit cool music. Then in a fit of irritation, because the idea at least, was cool, I went out and bought the book which is way better. It also barely resembles the movie.
Notes on pets. I was cleaning Lo-Meins bowl and it broke. Very annoying. He will be living the next month is a stupid plasit tank.
And I have acquired some thing new. I am raising a Praying Mantis. I cought it when it walked across the kitchen table. Now Cat and I feed it crikets. I named it Auto.
Also Kouri and I are starting a new story. I'm actually having to make a spread sheet to keep all of the info straight. Isn't that sad?
Done now.
Today's Quote: Marie:\"It will be the most difficult thing I've ever done.\"
Bourne:\"It's easier than dying.\"
\"The Bourne Identity\": Robert Ludlum
Thursday, July 11, 2002
12:01 a.m.
Today's Quote: \"It will be the most difficult thing I've ever done.\"
Thursday, July 11, 2002
12:01 a.m.
Today's Quote: \"It will be the most difficult thing I've ever done.\"
Wednesday, July 3, 2002
10:36 a.m.
IT JUST RAINED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was woken up by the sounds of thunder thinking "this isn't right" and got up just in time to see it rain. I think I missed it.
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Tuesday, July 2, 2002
01:08 a.m.
::is very tired::
So. Um interesting things. I finished the pic of Semei and Misako. My hand has gone numb, but they look cool and I'm pleased with them.
One another track: I'm activly working on the TB site. (As aposed to the passive, which is to say, nonexistant, way I've been working on it.) I'm scanned the first manga and a half and am working on the site design. Then I will torture Kouri for her HTML skill.
I have a bag of carrot sticks. They would enthrall me more if the weren't wilty. .
Today's Quote: \"Seems we were looking forward to find
All the little thing that we've left behind.\"
Jupiter's Moon: Five for Fighting
Sunday, June 30, 2002
01:05 a.m.
Scary WinAmp!
KMFDM’s “Money” With a Schuldig skin.
In other news: Started my new job today. Working at a movie theatre for 5.50 an hour. On the upside I get free movies all summer. And as I stand there wanting to beat some one to death with a slushy cup or cram a hotdog violently up their nose I just keep telling my self “In 4 ½ years you’ll have a well paying job. You can hang in there.” This is followed up closely with. “Wah! This is horribly and. . . and. . . No I can’t refill that! You bought it yesterday!”
Though I think one of the most annoying things about the job is the dress code. ((Though as I say this I’m sure some one out there has it worse))
There is obviously the uniform shirt and pants(Which don’t fit me) Then the black *shinable* shoes. Black or navy blue socks. And uniform belt. White crewneck t-shirt under the fire engine red uniform shirt. All hair must be above the collar (understandable when working with food) but we are not allowed to have any, and I quote, interesting barrette, clips or anything else in our hair. We are also not allowed to have interesting hair-doos. Yes I was told that. Make-up is to be natural looking, no dyed hair (Annoying but I’ve seen other people say it) make-up, nail polish and earrings only on girls. Only one ear ring per ear, (four of my holes nearly closed today) Nail polish may only be red, pink, cream and beige. No visible tattoos and you are not allowed to cover them up, and there are no long sleeved shirts.
I think that’s it.
other good news. Kouri’s father has dictation software that’s he’s going to let me copy. I’m thinking that my writing will go a lot faster once I’m you know, not typing it and only speaking it. I’m a slow typist. Not some much slow, as dyslexic and forget to put in vital words, like verbs, into sentences. It discourages me. I work for hours and get one page of text. So I hope this will help.
I just hope I can teach the program Japanese. ::pokes at users manual::
And I will try to blog more often. I bet I’ll have more to blog about now that I have a job.
Today's Quote: \"One for the money,
Two for the show,
Three to get ready,
Now go kids go.
. . .go kids go.\"
KMFDM \"Money\"
Sunday, June 23, 2002
01:39 a.m.
Right. As Nicky would say 'well then'
Just saw StarWars II.
Padma:Ani we can't be in love. If you fallow those thoughts to there logical end they go some where we can'y
Anikin:But I love you. If you suffer as much as I do, please tell me!
P:But we can't
A:Why not?
P:Because::pause:: Oh hell one of my breasts has popped out of this incredably tight leather dress I put on especially to tell you we couldn't be lovers.
A:Here, let me help you with that.
P:Thanks::tries to put it back::It always take two people to get me into this dress.
I'm done now. I actually did like the movie, but parts where very melodramatic. Though they are doing a very good job of keeping tot the details of things they've covered in later novels. I'm very impressed with that.
::Goes to worship at Subaru's sexy feet some more::
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Sunday, June 16, 2002
11:25 p.m.
This house is a pit of tension and irritation. This summer has not been a Kodak moment. And we are all stuck between a nuerotic perfectionist and a distinct lack of money.
Summer is supposed to be fun, but I can’t find a job. I have fill out some where between 40 and 50 job aplication and have been qualified for all of them and still no job.
This is a cosmic joke. I’m in a cool new place, with no money to do any of the neat tourist things out here. Oh and am 900 buck short of tutition. That’s quite distressing.
And we are all going nuts. Me personally I think a large part of my insanity is due to an over abundance of blankets and not being allowed to ever load the dishwasher.
On the upside the public library here is like nothing I’ve ever seen before. It has three branches and the smallest one make one of those nice big Barns and Nobles look small. ::drools on books::
Grrrrr I say. Grrrrr.
Today's Quote: \"And I thought I was alive. Now, upon death, I realize that I wasn't.\"
-Kabuki: David Mack
Sunday, June 16, 2002
11:08 p.m.
Spoot.
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