guilty thoughts at 07:40 p.m., Sunday, March 23, 2003
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guilty thoughts at 12:18 p.m., Wednesday, March 12, 2003
I used the word postulate in normal conversation earlier today. I don't know if I should find this allarming or not.
I blogged yesterday about all sorts of thing, including the fact that I was to poor to both was and dry my laundry so I had socks on hangers, panties hanging from lamps and bras dangling from door handles, but they the 'net crashed and it got eaten.
I have just packed up my seven of my nine house plants, so they can go home and be watered (right, 'cause Mom will remeber. Almost.) or at least be warm while I'm gone.
My Christmas Cactus is blooming. After four years of babying it its finally blooming.
And I'm sure you all care. Bush is about to plunge us into a war so stupid it actually hurts to think about it, after using the Patriot act to effectivly curb free speach, and I"m talking about my Christmas cactus.
I think my theory here is be thankful for the small things.
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guilty thoughts at 09:11 a.m., Tuesday, March 11, 2003
It seems that I only blog after coming to the computer lab to upload my latest crappy webdesign progect. Layers! I want Div Layers damnit!!!
Heres's the next one if any one cares. Heart of Sword. You geussed it, its a Kenshin site. We had to do actual research this time. And I as "What's up with that?", because this is a comp-sci class not and english class. MLA formatting my ass. ((On an off note, MLA formatting my ass would be a really neat trick. Obviously I need a vacation.))
Anyway I object to actually having to produce conttent (and a lot of other thing) for this page, so in retaliation, everyone will have to learn about RuroKen.
Today's Quote: \"Orooooo\"
-Kenshin
guilty thoughts at 08:58 a.m., Thursday, March 6, 2003
If the Fatalistic server is down I'm going to cry. Really. I'm not kidding.
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guilty thoughts at 02:49 p.m., Tuesday, March 4, 2003
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guilty thoughts at 02:27 a.m., Saturday, February 22, 2003
The excitment of my day: three fuck drunk frat boys (I assume since its the last day of Rush Week) Throughing ice chuncks and snow balls at my windows at 2:30 in the morning. ((Read: About five minutes ago) I'll give them this. They have good aim. I was afraid that the window was going to shatter when one of them hit.
On the upside and in other news, I have enough money to pay my housing deposite on Monday. And I didn't have to beg, barrow, steal, or whore to get it. Okay, so I'm basicly broke, but I suppose I can't have every thing.
Today's Quote: \"I mock you with my monkey pants.\"
-Oz: Buffy the Vampire Slayer
guilty thoughts at 02:02 p.m., Thursday, February 20, 2003
This entry is brought to you from Research Methods Lab. I have desided that my Web Design teacher is an idiot. And so is the student assistent. They gave me a zero because me link on the index page (which shouldn't have been an assignment) was wrong.
Here is the third mindless project. Isn't it great? I'm feeling mindless.
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guilty thoughts at 05:52 p.m., Monday, February 17, 2003
I have come to the conclusion that my life is rather booring. I mean the reason I don't blog much is because nothig has been that interesting.
Sad isn't it.
And the only reason I'm blogging now is in a vain attempt to avoid cleaning my room, which is, in turn, a vain attempt to avoid my homework.
And homework is ewwy.
Today's Quote: \"Looks like Mr. Caution Man, but the sound he makes is funny.\"
Xander- Buffy the Vampire Slayer
guilty thoughts at 10:40 a.m., Tuesday, February 11, 2003
So I have locked myself out of my dorm because I overslept, and bolted out of my room and left my ID sitting on my bed.
I rushed to a class where I olearned nothing that Kouri couldn't have taught me in 10 minute. I just keep trying to tell myself that it'll be an easy A.
Also, for some odd reason I am cursed in this class. I have changed my seat 4 times and evdery time I do I get a broken desk. 4 times now! It's getting a bit annoying.
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guilty thoughts at 09:19 a.m., Thursday, February 6, 2003
Every one want to see my fisrt web page? It's the first one I've ever made all by my self. I feel like a big girl now! ((Can you tell it's early?))
Here it is. It took all the creativity of a dead slug.
Dead slug, very borring.
When I asked about using images I was spesificly told not to go and learn how to do that. The text colour changes and the horizontal roll, where not required. Sad isn't it.
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guilty thoughts at 09:40 a.m., Tuesday, February 4, 2003
Signs that there is a God, and today, He *might* not hate me. Though I'm pretty sure He still likes messing with me.
I fall back to sleep after alarm goes off, but construction workers wake me up again in time to get at least yank on some close in time for class.
Don't have time to grab, and struggle into my coat. But thankfully it's warm enough out that my fingers and toes go nearly instantly numb. (Yes that *is* actually a problem I have. Even for thing like getting ice out of the freezer.))
Run out of anti-depressants. Crap. But I have enough stashed away in my emergency bottles, (I keep two days worth of all all my meds in my back-pack, my shoulder-bag, and in my purse.) to get me through the week.
I'm lementing about no breakfast. (Because my room-food selection is *oh* so wonderful.) And class has been cancil. (Thats the part where God is laughing at me.)
I shall now eat breakfast and, because I now have time, do the reading for Clini Psych.
Today's Quote: \" I've got my yin and my yang all perfectly aligned because I FRICKEN' LOVE HARMONEY.\"
C-Lab
guilty thoughts at 07:13 p.m., Monday, February 3, 2003
I am broke. More so than normal. I have a 300 dollar housing deposit due and only 200 of it. *If* I get my paychecks on time ::insert skeptical laughter::.
I'm feeling rather restless. It's annoying.
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guilty thoughts at 03:11 p.m., Monday, January 27, 2003
I still don't know what'd wroing with that entry, but quite frankly I ceice to care.
I am back at school. I have been for a week now and been patheticly lacking in the blog teritory. But for all of you who actually care I'll try to be more regular about it. I'm getting ready to have a spiffy new layout for Febuary. Harry Potter. It'll be cute, or something.
I have all of my classes straightened out, but not my bill but what else is new. I own the school 300 bucks for housing and have no way of coming up with it. I can't even see anime on Ebay because most of it is lisanced. But I'll seel to the rest of you. ((Shameless I know, but I *need* the money.))
Classes. Like you care right?
Web Design. Easy A. ::chears::
Psych History and Systems. Borring as hell, but seems easy enough aside from the blasted paper at the end. I loath paper with all the fires of Hell
Psych Research Methods. Also seems pretty easy aside from the paper. The thing that bugs be here is that Speaks (the prof.) keeps asking Stats questions and I'm the only one ansering. I got a D is Stats and it think my prof. was being mercyful to me. So does this seem right to you?
Research Methods Lab. We get to be lab rats for an hour a week.
Clinicle Psych (Also known as Clini Psych, Abbi Psych's older brother.) Which I have with a prof. that I like. It's also one of those spiffy classes where you learn alot but it's easy.
Psych of Learning. The prof. opened class with "I know it's late so feel free to bring coffee, tea, cocaine. . . " I love this guy. He's a great prof. Crams out little heads full of learning while making it interesting.
Because you sall cared about that *so* very much.
Today's Quote: \"I. HATE. SAUERKROUT.\" -Weird Al.
guilty thoughts at 11:58 p.m., Friday, January 17, 2003
I would like to announce that I am still erked that Pitas ate half of the only entry I've done in the last three weeks and made 3 entried prior links to Sean Biggerstaffs webpage.Especially when I think the twins have abetter page.
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guilty thoughts at 11:35 p.m., Friday, January 17, 2003
Do I know what my blog's problem is?
No. Not a fucking clue.
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guilty thoughts at 11:05 p.m., Friday, January 17, 2003
Um. . . I sort of live. I live much more once I'm back to school.
So interesting things. . . It's been nearly a month you'd think I'd have some thing, right.
I found the official website of the two guys that played the Weasley twins
. Their real named being James and Oliver.((I've been living and breathing PH fansites for the last month. I don't even pretend to know what my problem is.)) Hot damn is it an impressive site. I mean it's all spiffy and yet still easy to navigate.
And the official site for Sean Biggerstaff, this being Oliver Wood.
In other news. . . Still working on the webcomic. Really freaken slowly. But thigs will be picking up when I get off my lazy ass, because my dead grandmother baught me a tablet and Dad 'n' Mom got me a digital cammer for Christmas. It ever records 8 second AVIs. Dad told me I wasn't allowed to start my own porn site. My parents are so strange. I mean, who would tell there daughter that?
Also got a second VCR so now I can boot more anime.
Other bits of interest. . . . counted panties for 8 hours one day. . .some of them at realy scary. I ask you why would you pay 9 bucks for g-string? For starters I've seen bandaids with more covering power, for seconds you are paying 9 bucks for a wedgy. I mean does that seem right to you?
Taryaki the fish died. Now I have General Tso. The General is very healthy, if not to bright.
Um . . . I think thats it for now. I'll be whipping up a new layout soon. I was going to do a Harry one, but I think that will wait to Feb when Kouri is planning her Draco one. Why because we are sadistic. So next might be. . . .Spider Jeruselum. That'll be fun. From an unhinged asassin to a really pissed of jernualist.
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guilty thoughts at 03:01 a.m., Friday, December 20, 2002
Well now that all of you have stopped bothering to look at this thing because I stopped writing. . .
I think i servived through my finals. Well I'm pretty damned sure I flunked my Stats final, but as long as a manage a D in the class I don't give a fuck any more. I've taken it twice with two different proffesors, so I say "Fuck it."
I got a job. Amazing isn't it. I get payed 6.50 and hour to walk around Filene's with this naffy little table and fold stuff.
Saw Two Towers. ::Swoons int he face of Acrobatic!TastyElf:: Oh yes. Very nice. Must see many more times.
And my dead grandmother baugh me a tablet for me comp. How you ask? Savings bonds. So now I have a nice tablet. Freaken 100 bucks though. But I hope to get some of the comic done over break. Even if KeenSpace seems to have forgeten me.
Today's Quote: \"Should I describe everthing, or find you a box?\"
-Legos: Two Towers
guilty thoughts at 08:53 p.m., Sunday, December 1, 2002
So Thanksgiving was good. My early birthday was good. Left my cake at home which is not so good. I'm very sad. I only had one peice and my older sister made it special for me.
On the upside, I got two nifty shirts, a pair of deadly hair sticks, batteries, blank VHS tapes, The Emporer's New Groove,a 50 dollar gift certificate for the local comic store (Which I used part of to buy a book to help me draw the comic), 3 new bra's ((yes I knows it's sad), and a pair of needle nose pliers.
And every thing was wrapped in shiny paper. A big plus.
Today's Quote: \"By all accounts it just doesn't make sence.\"
-Kronk : Emporer's New Groove
guilty thoughts at 12:07 p.m., Tuesday, November 26, 2002
Right-o
Laundry packed. Mom's stolen pot packed. (I think she wants to use it to cook tomorrow.) Shower stuff packed. Medicine packed. Plants on window sills because they make us close the shades. . . Lo-main fed.
Speaking of which. . .The Ravenous Snails have been named. Speedo is the little one, Pokey is the biggest, (Thanks Vul) and Choo is the fastest, (a compleate coinkydink. Who came up with that name for me?) I dub them the Ravenous Three.
Now heating room a lot to compensate for the fact that the plants have to sit next to the really cold windows for 5 days.
Younger sister's birthday present packed. I'm doing good.
Counseling readng and comic stuff packed. That's all I'm doing over break. Counseling and comic. Believe it or not they go together.
Must still do dishes, strip bed and pack up the puppies. (Jack and Benny. They are very cute plushies. I'll post pics of them some day.)
Anyway, now that you've all watched me pack, I wont be updating for a while. Seishirou-san will be here and Dad is very posssive of his spiffy laptop. So see you all Sunday or Monday.
Mmmm Thanksgiving Thursday. . . And my older sister is making a carrot cake for my early birthday party on Saterday. I will unofficially be 23. Real birthday on Tuesday. ::blinks:: I'm to young to be 23. And I'm going to be late for lunch.
Today's Quote: "How now, brown cow?"
guilty thoughts at 04:52 p.m., Thursday, November 21, 2002
I'm thinking of putting up a new layout soon. I really should be doing some thing productive damnit. Stats homework, or the comic or *something*. I'm having motivation problems latly.
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guilty thoughts at 04:52 p.m., Thursday, November 21, 2002
I'm thinking of putting up a new layout soon. I really should be doing some thing productive damnit. Stats homework, or the comic or *something*. I'm having motivation problems latly.
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guilty thoughts at 07:31 p.m., Tuesday, November 19, 2002
I love messing with phone salesmen. It's so much fun.
I think that 6 minute conversation might have been the most fun I've had all day.
Phone Guy: Yadda yadda. . . .
Me:What do you want?
PG:You seem like a cut to the chace sort of girl. I'll get to the point. Yadda yadda. . (He took a long time to get to the point)Servay qestions. . . "Do you use cupons?"
Me:No. I'm to lazy.
PG:Well since you participated with the servay I will be sending you a men/women watch worth 250 dollars, diamond face. . .yadda.
Me::Tries to not to laugh::
PG: Three free magazines with a full subscrition for 48 months and a catologe for over 480 others. Some of the hottest tittles out there. . . 1-800 number. . .3 more magazines free. . . .
Me: My joy is abounding. I have never been so happy.
PG::pause:: Do I sence sarcasm?
Me:How astute of you.
PG: I try. ::pause:: Why?
Me: Because when you're done with your shpeal you turn me over to some one else so they can try and con me into buying some thing that I'm never going to buy.
PG:I'm not going to turn you over to anyone else.
Me: Gonna con me yourself?
PG: This is over 500 dollars or free magazines. All I ask is a small donation of $3.80 a week.
Me: See? I knew you wanted money. Sorry no money, It was a good effort. Look at it this way, I amused you. ((He's been laughing since I told him to get to the point))
PG: Very true. Are you telling me that $3.80 will cut into your weekly budget?
Me: See, there's the reason I should have been using cupons all these years, but alas, I'm afraid that since I don't use them that 3.80 is very precious to me.
PG::is really laughing now:: I see. Thank you for your time. It's been fun.
Ah phone sales, what fun.
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guilty thoughts at 03:57 p.m., Monday, November 18, 2002
I have finished my paper with 40 minutes to spair. I think it's even and acceptable paper to. Thats new and impressive. And whats even more impressive is that they wasn't even a moment of true panic then entire time. Severe worry yes. Panic no.
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guilty thoughts at 12:10 p.m., Monday, November 18, 2002
Term paper. . . killing. . . my . . . brain. . .
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guilty thoughts at 01:53 p.m., Saturday, November 16, 2002
Kouri and Mark are upstairs watching El Hazzard while I have to sit here and write a term paper. ::cries::
On another note: ANyone that knows how to run Photo Shop 6 I would be very greatful if you would e-mail me any tips you feel like imparting. Or the adress of a good tutorial site, or anything useful you feel like offering me because I am an idiot with no manual.
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guilty thoughts at 09:07 p.m., Thursday, November 14, 2002
I feel sick. Like I might throw up. None of you wanted to know that, but if I have to be misserable I feel the right to whine a little.
Maybe I'll eat a cracker.
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guilty thoughts at 04:46 p.m., Tuesday, November 12, 2002
In other news I think I just failed my Stats test. Laughably so. Which is really horably when I was doing practice problems *right* before and doing okay.
I think it's going to be one of those weeks.
Today's Quote: \"Because life's a peice of shit
when you look at it. . . \"
-Bright Side of Life : Life of Brian, Monthy Python
guilty thoughts at 09:21 p.m., Monday, November 11, 2002
My life is retarded. Really. It is. You have to believe me.
I am the only reamaning (insert-real-last-name-here) girl unmarried. I am not the yongest.
My 19 year old sister got married this sunday morning. To a guy she has dated for 6 weeks.
Now I honestly think he loves her, but fuck me, no good came come of this.
We found about this ilconseaved plan for matramony on Friday.
I had been at home friday and Saterday, but came back to school because we all thought my parents could get her to see reason (I had already tried and failed) Mom called at 11:30pm Sat. night asking if I wanted to see the wedding at 9 am Sunday. Mom oftered to come and get me, but Kouri offered to drive me home.
So the wedding was at 10:45 am. Apparently they were supposed to be at the park (Yes park) at 10. The Justice of the Peace should have been there at 10:30 (Still don';t know what my sister had to be there early) The JP was late. Thw whole thing took 15 minutes.
Now don't get me wrong, I love my sister, but this was an act of insanity. I just can't even get intot the details, but I think the fact that her friends (The bride's maid, and best man, I uses the terms loosely) were dressed better that the bride and groom.
There are 5 stages of coping after tragedy or trauma. Denial, anger, bargaining, despair, acceptance. I've found a 6th. Humor. This is all just really funny in a horrable sort of way.
This sort of thing is far to common in my life. This is why my life is retarded.
On the upside, Kouri and I went sight seeing in Boston (I still manages to find new things to see every time and I'm there often.) We went to see Old South Chirch. It's the one Simon goes to. ((From Stained Glass Windows) It's gorgeous. I'll be posting pictures and other info on it in the relativly near future. See? We do do reasearch.
I need to go work on my 3D art project.
Today's Quote: \"And I shall marry many and often.\"
-Importance of Being Earnest : Oscar Wilde
guilty thoughts at 05:56 p.m., Saturday, November 9, 2002
My life is so strange. I live ina soap oppera called "The Young and the Pathetic" I'm in the "Guess what's happening now" subplot. But moving on from that. . .((there will be more in later entries I'm sure)
I have decidedI know why I want to be a shrink. It's because people will be paying me to deal with my normal life. It's a freaken circus anyway, but then people will pay me to deal with what I normally get at home. And I'll have the abulity to just leave the entire mess at the office. My life can be full of weirdnes and I can go home and have nice normal dinner and read a book.
In other psychiatric news, now I get to take Ritalin. Thats two methylphenidate drugs. Maybe I'll have enough focus to get some home work done.
Today's Quote: \"Why must my life be so hard on every world?!\"
-Nanomi :El Hazzard
guilty thoughts at 03:06 p.m., Wednesday, November 6, 2002
Winamp so scary I had to stop what I was doing and blog about it
"Me and a Gun" by Tori Amos, and Hisoka.
::shudders::
Today's Quote: \"Me an Jesus few years back,
Used to hang and he said,
It's you're choice babe. Just remeber
I don't think you'll be back in three days time
-Me & a Gun: Tori Amos
guilty thoughts at 04:08 p.m., Monday, November 4, 2002
Just got some of the photo's from thuis summer back. Grand Canyon, Oaklahoma City Memorial, and The Big Fucking Cross in Texas. I will be putting a bunch of these up in the next few days.
The Cross is *so* scary.
Today's Quote: \"Now I lay be down to sleep
And pray the Lord my soul to keep
And if I die before I wake
I pray the Lord my toys to break,
-Prayer of a Selfish Child: Shel Silverstein
guilty thoughts at 01:25 p.m., Sunday, November 3, 2002
Oh. My. Lord.
::points at Valkyrie Yuuki That's just so pervertedly funny.
Anyway I should clean my room since ir seems to be trying to eat me. And plan it's own governmental system.
No good can come of this.
Today's Quote: "Love me, Mr. Coffee!! Love me!!."
-Caine :Arcana
guilty thoughts at 11:07 a.m., Monday, October 28, 2002
The construction workers are fighting. I'm waiting for it to get physical. Oooooh There went the door slamming. What next? Flying bricks? Now we have agitated cigarette smoking.
No I don't know why I find this so amusing.
I must clean my room, fo my floor has been swallowed.
Today's Quote: \"What you take wont kill you,
Be careful what you're giving.
-Dream On: Depeche Mode.
guilty thoughts at 01:40 a.m., Sunday, October 27, 2002
Some idiot is setting off fireworks on the quad at 1:40 in the moring. And I don't mena cute little fire crackers. Full on fire works. 4th of July style. The entire quad is burried in smoke.
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guilty thoughts at 03:16 p.m., Saturday, October 26, 2002
I signed up for a KeenSpace account and I'm appalied tpo not that it says 4-8 weeks before I can use it. I'll have stuff to post before then!
::Wilts:: Maybe I'll post it on Fatalistic until KeenSpace has my account running.
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guilty thoughts at 04:01 a.m., Friday, October 25, 2002
So I just finished inking and painting 1/3 of Alanna for the webcomic. Kouri even thought of a name for it, hows that for progress? So I'm gonna do it all in this mix of ink, watercolour and photos. I hope it works. I hope to have soem thing actually up by next week.
The photos would be way freaken easier if I could get my digital camera to work, but alas, it fucking hates me. SO we are relying on real film, which is distinctly more expensive. Grrr I say.
And new character just popped up. I hate him, he wasn't supoosed to be a character. At All.
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guilty thoughts at 09:02 p.m., Thursday, October 24, 2002
Forgot to announce That Kouri and I have posted the first chapter of our WK fic on FFN (Yeah they suck, but we'll just put the nc-17 rating on each chapter as needed. and the staff there can eat me.)
In other news, my heat is *actually* working now. I only had to bully my RD into calling the people. Nice and simle. She was all "I calledthem yesterday, and there's nothing else I can do because they've all gone home for the day." That was at four. ::Grins evilly:: Some one came an fixxed it.
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guilty thoughts at 03:58 p.m., Thursday, October 24, 2002
The impossable has happend. I just got a 97 mon my Psych Stats exam. I am so afraid.
It is colder in my room than outside. I am dead serious. I have been yelling at the RAs for 2 day. I am going to clean then go up to Kouri's room where the heat works.
Today's Quote: \"The end times are here! The Black Squirrel has been seen as far afeild as Lutton!\"
-Warren Elis
guilty thoughts at 03:34 p.m., Wednesday, October 23, 2002
Right. So fuck up of the century.
I try an sign up for a MidiaMinor account, and it dumps me in someones elses. And stupid me figure it was just an example "hey this is what you should writer here idiot" type of thing. So I totally fuck up this poor persons acount and have no e-mail adress or anything to get ahold of them with.
I think my problem (besides stupidity) was that I trusted these people to sort of be intellegent. You know, *not* give me access to some poor person's account.
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guilty thoughts at 10:47 a.m., Wednesday, October 23, 2002
So I get to Larry's(proffesor I work for) office, for once on time, and the little fink reschedualed his office hours with out telling me. I got up early for no earthly reason. ::pouts::
Speaking of sleep, I have come tot he conclusion that the girls in the room to the left of mine don't sleep. They always go to bed after me, which as you all know is fairly late, and are always up befor me. Now that didn't seem like much of a telling mark figureing I sleep til 10 or 11 am every day, but I was up at 8 am today and they were still up. I am afraid.
Today's Quote: \"Anyone will do
Could be you.\"
-FIngertips :Poe
guilty thoughts at 08:54 a.m., Wednesday, October 23, 2002
I pull up my shades this morning to find that it has snowed. And that it is still snowing and raining a bit. And that the snow is *sticking*.
Isn't it a bit early?
And if it's cold enough to snow (Which since we've been having rain on an off for a week or so, meaning that this is was the coldest night so far) why didn't me heat ever come on.
I mean, I'm actually fearing for the healthy on my fish and plants because this room is always so cold.
Right. Off to work.
Today's Quote: \"It's snowing
It's snowing
God I hate this weather
Now I walk through blizzards
Just to get a snack together.
-NYC : They Might Be Giants
guilty thoughts at 10:24 a.m., Monday, October 21, 2002
So we have internet back. The tech service guy had to call me at 9:15 am. to tell me this. So kind. But Hey I have net again.
On the up side Kouri and I wrote a lot this weekend. More SGW and a large chunk of the WK fic we are working on together.
Has any one else noticed I seem to have trouble following through on solo writen progects? It's like after the first chapter ot two the words just stop flowing. The story is still there, its just being a pain in the ass.
::sigh::
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guilty thoughts at 07:35 p.m., Saturday, October 19, 2002
So, the internet in my dorm building has died. And there is not one in tech servises till monday.
This makes me cranky.
This entry is coming to you from the extreamly crowned and loud student centre. It may be the last entry for ar coupe of days, but fear not (right, because my blog is the highlight of your day) I am not dead. Only the innternet is.
And maybe so tech servises people in tis isn't fixed by noon on Monday.
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guilty thoughts at 01:08 p.m., Wednesday, October 16, 2002
Breif note. The how to write gay porn side I gave to entries ago ::point down:: has actual pitcures people. I said graphic, but I had a complaint that I should have made if clear I meant pictures. So yeah. Pitures.
Speaking of which, lets look at my tracker.
Looking fairly normal today. Some looking for lemons, some looking for Schu wallpaper. . There must be an interesting one. . .
Here's one: Neon Genisis Evangelion episode download no sound
Nwo why would you want the episodes with no sound? Am I the only one thats lost?
"hentai" clothing + mishap
Mishap? I mean I just don't want to know what sortof mishaps can happen with kinky cloaths. Scary.
You know you're a red neck if. . .:sister love and free fucking pic wih his brother
Several things about this bug me. For starters who cam up with that badly constructed sentance. Why not look up each one seperatly? "With his brother." Why not just type in incest. It would take less time.
And some one came looking for Alices Restaraunt.
WooHoo. A little culture. It is a real place actually. Around this general New England area. I have not gone yet. Maybe this summer.
Today's Quote: \"Come right in
It's around the back,
Just a half-mile from the railroad track.
You can get any thing you want at Alice's Restaraunt.
Excepting Alice.
-Alice's Restaraunt: Arlo Guthry
guilty thoughts at 01:08 p.m., Wednesday, October 16, 2002
Breif note. The how to write gay porn side I gave to entries ago ::point down:: has actual pitcures people. I said graphic, but I had a complaint that I should have made if clear I meant pictures. So yeah. Pitures.
Speaking of which, lets look at my tracker.
Looking fairly normal today. Some looking for lemons, some looking for Schu wallpaper. . There must be an interesting one. . .
Here's one: Neon Genisis Evangelion episode download no sound
Nwo why would you want the episodes with no sound? Am I the only one thats lost?
"hentai" clothing + mishap
Mishap? I mean I just don't want to know what sortof mishaps can happen with kinky cloaths. Scary.
You know you're a red neck if. . .:sister love and free fucking pic wih his brother
Several things about this bug me. For starters who cam up with that badly constructed sentance. Why not look up each one seperatly? "With his brother." Why not just type in incest. It would take less time.
And some one came looking for Alices Restaraunt.
WooHoo. A little culture. It is a real place actually. Around this general New England area. I have not gone yet. Maybe this summer.
Today's Quote: \"Come right in
It's around the back,
Just a half-mile from the railroad track.
You can get any thing you want at Alice's Restaraunt.
Excepting Alice.
_Alice's Restaraunt: Arlo Guthry
guilty thoughts at 03:34 a.m., Wednesday, October 16, 2002
While I wait for my electric blanket to warm my bed up. . .
Just becasue I remembered it now, two days later.
You know you RP to much when you and your co-author argue about how has to be seme or uke all the time. Then you know you're *really* in trouble when you stop arguing about he characters and start arguing about personal prefrances.
I still maintain that Kakyou is areversable bishi, and that he can be forgiven for being an uke in his first sex scene is Atropos.
Also speaking of smutness. And writing there of, I found a website with advice for slash writers. Writen by an actual *gasp* gay man. Who writes slash. It was in a fanfic website archive al all places. I was looking for good WK fics as always. (Which I didn't find:: Maybe I'll just go re-read Sinners and Saints. . . )
Anyway. NC-17 folks. Here is is. And I haven't look at all of it. But some of it is *very, very* graphic. Like, there is reason we like to read our porn and not see it and this is the reason, graphic. I haven't looked at all of it though. And quite frankly most likly wont look at all of it. But yeah.
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guilty thoughts at 09:44 p.m., Tuesday, October 15, 2002
My day in retrospective. (Is that a word?)
Woke up nearly on time. Good
Discorvered pancake was freezer burned. OKay.
Made it to Art History on time. Great.
Found out I'm failing and going to continue to fail, event hough I pay attension and every thing. Fucking shitty.
Lunch blows but what else is new. Nissa is annoying as fuck all, but what else is new.
Tried to do Stats homework during lunch, but Nissa wouldn;t shut up, Cat asked if I was still trying to take it. (Like I was doing it for fun. Pissed me off, but most likly blowing things out of proportion. But hey, who cares she's pissing me off latly.) Kept getting z scores of 12. Not good. Gave up. Crap.
Testing class okay. Idiot down at the end has proffesor write paper for her. Kouri and I chit chat. Then we learn a little something. Who'd a thunk?
Stats okay. Home work not ecsepted late. Suprise, suprise.
Learned my GPA only need to be a 3.2 for Honors Progect. Not 3.4. This is good.
Offer to torch proffesor's ofice. We decide to clean it on Friday. Dude, I get payed.
Have near screaing fit over fucking dome for fucking 3 D art. Get it done. Run out of time in fucking class, the onw fucking time I have the asignment on time. Lots of fucking.
Buffy episode good. Mmmmmm Spike.
Read Kouri'snew fic. It's very cute.
Blog box will now be stupid. Entry to damned long
And what is the upshot of tgis day? Im fucking depressed. For no good reason. Just Bam! depressed. With the urge to puke. Kill me please. Grrrrr.... Maybe I'll just go read some porn and go to bed. Wait. Paper to write.
Today's Quote: \"If dreams are like movies,
Then memories are just films about ghosts\"
-Mrs. Robinson :Counting Crows
guilty thoughts at 05:23 p.m., Saturday, October 12, 2002
I have a headache and my advil has come up missing. This distresses me greatly. As do my cold hands and feet. If I had health insurance maybe I'd ask my doctor about it. ::sigh::
And from thin air. . . a topic change.
Kouri and I are thinking of doing a web comic. Well I am and she's humoring me. ::looks shifty eyes:: I feel like such a joiner, doing what other pwople are doing. But really I'm trying to motivad myself to do some thing artistic since I've finall given up on getting an art minor in school.
I decided to stop tortuing myself, but then I realised that even though I always loath my art classes it bugs me if I'm not doing art. Maybe I can use this a substatute.
Quote dedicated to Schu, because, well, it's his layout and he likes the song. But then, I'm not sure we should trust anyone that announce they are a sneaker in a moment of insanity.
Today's Quote: \"Jane goes
To the store at 8:00
She woke up on St. Andrew's.\"
-Jane Say's : Janes Addiction
guilty thoughts at 11:20 a.m., Thursday, October 10, 2002
I just registered for next semesters classes. I'm taking a crap load of Psych, suprise, suprise, and an HTML class. Maybe when I'm done I'll be able to do the HTML on my own blog layout instead of just designing them and giving Kouri a headache.
::Pouts:: I was up all night having asthma attacks so now I am very tired, and slept through my blasted alarm yadda, yadda. . .
And took this::points down::
Which Yami no Matsuei Character are You?
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It was cute, but, eh I don't like them so much when the charecter that goes with each answer is smack you in the head obvious.
I will now go fold laundry or some thing else useful. And I need to vacuum. I need to find a vacuum.
Today's Quote: "I'm crazy. What's his excuse?"
-Spike :Buffy the Vampire Slayer
guilty thoughts at 03:04 p.m., Wednesday, October 9, 2002
Right. So, I just got out of my weekly shrink appointment (Horrably politically incorect term, but then again, have I ever cared befor. I think not.) And he asked for the adress to my website. So he's not going to go look at my fics and such. And most likly this blog. Hmmm... think this'll compramise my sanity?
In other news. I have just signed away anpother 750 dollars of my soul to this college. And the construction workers from hell are building an unsightly smoke stack. Fuckers, all of them. And my heat still doesn't work.
Can you tell I'm desparatly trying to avoid my homework? Maybe after class I'll write more of One Way Mirror. Schu is getting pissy. My theory here is that maybe if I write more and he gets to taunt Aya and then get layed he'll stop bitching at me about how I don't play enough German techno.
That and Kouri has threatened to hurt me if I don't write more and she does know where I sleep and my room code.
To every one that I owe and e-mail to. . .um. . .no, I got nothin'. I'll try to reply to everything this weekend.
::wilts:: Must write essay on why it's okay for Myrna to be crazy.
Today's Quote: \
guilty thoughts at 11:23 a.m., Tuesday, October 8, 2002
::Avoid work like the lazy slacker I am::
Which Subaru are you?
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Dude, I'm the extra sexy Subaru. Hehehe. Though no thte one I would have guessed I would be.
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guilty thoughts at 11:12 a.m., Tuesday, October 8, 2002
Well since I have sucsesfully forgott the Seishirou-san is loosing time and now I'd be at least 20 minutes late and have to stumbly to the top of a theatre in the dark while he make justifiably annoyed comments I'll start my next counselling paper.
God I feel like an idiot some times. I console my self with the fact that I'm doing well in all of my other classes and no amount of class addendance is going to save me in this one. Though I like the class.
Semi-scary winamp, Aya's theme with Ken skin.
I'm rambling I can tell. It's still fucking cold in here.
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guilty thoughts at 10:41 a.m., Tuesday, October 8, 2002
Forsome reason I have decideed to stop and blog with only one shoe, er boot on. I don't know why I have decided this.
I am disapointed. My heater keeps making noise, but I omly hate heat for 5 minutes last night. I timed it.::pouts:: So cold. . . So late! ::Bolts::
Today's Quote: \"It's you that moves me, Hydroelectric
Drag me down, dominate me.
-Hysdro-lectric: KMFDM
guilty thoughts at 04:49 p.m., Saturday, October 5, 2002
In my room cleaning I have come across a very compact hopping spider. ::grinns:: Hehe no more tiny flies that get into my room from now where. THEY WILL BE EATEN!!!!!
Sorry about that.
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guilty thoughts at 11:58 a.m., Saturday, October 5, 2002
So I figured I should blog before people thought i was dead. I'm not dead really. At least not last time I checked.
Construction worker update: They are digging a big hole *directly* across from my window. There is a very large oak tree next tot hids hole. There used to be a lot of cool birds (includding a pair or newly arived wood peckers)in this tree. The Ninja Squerrils also used to use it for acrabatics. And there used to be lillies and daffadills where the hole now is. They took my wild life and my spring flowers. I peeved.
I mean, do you have any idea how hard it is to scare of a Ninja Squerril? They are nearly fearless.
Right. Done now.
Today's Quote: \"Maybe it's heart
Stopped.\"
-Postmortem on Our Love: Neil Gamain
guilty thoughts at 08:21 p.m., Thursday, September 26, 2002
So I finished the stupid cantilever. Had Kouri help me carry is down 3 flights of stairs, across the campus and up more stairs. That when the mother fucking thing broke. ::seeths::
Now I have to haul me ass out of bed at 7 am on Tuesday to fix it before my 11 am class. Grrrrr....
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guilty thoughts at 01:22 p.m., Thursday, September 26, 2002
Cantilever=headache.
My enter key just stuck. Class now.
Today's Quote: \"Fish heads, fish head, roley poley fish heads.
Some song from some where.
guilty thoughts at 02:58 p.m., Wednesday, September 25, 2002
So I just saw my new shrink. His name is Damian. And he some how manages to be swave with out being smarmy. Now I must actually force my self to write htis blasted Psych paper.
Poo.
Today's Quote: \"It's you or me, moth! Hand to hand to hand to hand to hand to... \"
-The Butterfly :The Last Unicorn
guilty thoughts at 04:16 p.m., Tuesday, September 24, 2002
Classes gone to: 3
Tests taken: 2
Tests passed: 1
Not a good ratio there.
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guilty thoughts at 10:10 a.m., Tuesday, September 24, 2002
I was just thrown out of the bathroom. "I've just sprayed the toilets, so you can't use them yet. That's why theres a sign on the door."
But when I got back from using the bathroom at the other end of the hall I stopped to read the sign on the out side of our bathroom. "Closed from 9am to 10 am for cleaning"
Let it be noted that it was 10 am when I got there and she had just started. ::goes to get dressed::
Today's Quote: \"Stop that.\"
-Morpheus :Sandman
guilty thoughts at 11:44 a.m., Sunday, September 22, 2002
Kouri and I went out for a drink last night. We would have gone for several drinks, but at 5.25 a pop it would have been really expensive. Tasty though.
And we planned more of the Zen story. The story with Tashen. Have I told any of you about that yet? ANyway. Then we came up with a back story for Shuldig and Nagi. So I'm alset to start writing again.
To bad I have to spend my time building a mother fucking cantilever. I would really like this art class if it didn't suck up my entire god damned life.
Grrrrrrr............
Today's Quote: \"So who thinks that was a Russian water tenticle?\"
-The Abyss
guilty thoughts at 12:06 p.m., Thursday, September 19, 2002
Thats it. I give up. Jaws died in the night. He was fine last night. And I had just given him clean water two days ago and some fresh water yesterday. I feel bad. Poor little goldfish.
Today's Quote: \"In the begining we were smarter,
And the flame was heaven sent
Through the ages we got stupid
and now we must repent.
-I Burn: The Toadies
guilty thoughts at 10:42 p.m., Wednesday, September 18, 2002
mmm.... Schu...
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