I'm awake now.
This really is a feet of amazment today. I got enough sleep last night, got up went to that will sucking class, feel asleep in class, came home and feel asleep here. Drug myself to lunch, came back home againa nd took another nap while I should be in class. Then like 5 minutes ago I just pooped awake.
I really shouldn't be sleep deprived but for some reason I am. And I really *know* I am because this last nap was only about 20 minutes once I fell asleep, and I dreamed. Thats called REM Rebound. I'll explain it in a minute
This you will all find way more interesting
For once I remembered part of my dream. I had a half naked Bradley Crawford and a fully naked Hiroshi Nakano. They were *doing* anythign together. I don't remember what was happening, but I *do* remember I *liked* it. And there was muisic playing. The quote from below.
Right REM Rebound. Interesting biological/psychological fact. I've found that writers like to have these little facts. Anyway its when some one is so tried or deprived from real sleep that they drop right into REM sleep the moment they fall asleep. Sleep isn't restful unless you get REM and ::tries to remember:: I think it usually takes some where from 40 minutes to an hour to cycle through the sleep pattern into REM.
So if you say, wake some one up every hour for ten hours they really haven't gotten restful sleep.
Practiacle advice from a psych prof (The one that taught me all of this) When taking a nap if it isn't going to be at least 90 minute don't bother you will feel worse. (Unless you go into REM Rebound)
Today's Quote: \"I know we're dying
And ther's no sigh of a parachute.\"
-Iieee: Tori Amos
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 02:40 p.m.
Wednesday, April 24, 2002
I am killing time before Sociology class, where I will go turn in the paper that I was whining about last night. The prof is sucking my will.
Mura She had better be dead when I get up there. You promised you would do this for me in return for sexual favors. (She asked for a "sandwhich" lemon which I promised to provide, you know, as soon as I get over my block and start writing again.)
I will have images again tonight. New ones in fact. Subaru/ Seishirou ones.
I should go, but I hate this class so very much. Wah
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 08:59 a.m.
Wednesday, April 24, 2002
::Blinks at every one talking about porn, get flustered and has nice mental images of Fuuma and well. . . a lot of people.:: I 'm very annoyed that I'm stuck on Never After. If I could just get unstuck I could get one with things and write e little porn of my own. We had a nice descusion on fair play in sex. And really when writing, reading or seeing porn I think the best is nice forplay then good fun *descriptive* sex. I mean forplay os great, but I also think you have the right idea. I mean in-out-in-out-thrust-boink can be really god damned boring. but I still want to see/read it after all the forplay is said and done. Because other wise it's like, where'd the boingy-boingy-shproingy go? But still write it with detail, description and, well, feeling.
Now that I've embarased my self, I will go barrow Level-C from
Kouri And hope that I casn get up the guts to write lemon when I get to it.
Some one come up with a term for thee-some. Fruit salad maybe?
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 03:49 p.m.
Tuesday, April 23, 2002
My Sociology proffesor is an anal retentive, irratating woman, with few maliable social skills and an over developted sence of her own importance.
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 03:37 p.m.
Tuesday, April 23, 2002
Okay. I'm done being depressed for the moment. I swear Things are always better in the light of day.
And on a side note. Be carful what you wish for.::runs to hide::
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 11:29 a.m.
Tuesday, April 23, 2002
::continues to rant::
I have just cried my make-up all over my face. So somblody, anybody. Tell me, is to much to ask that I for once am IMed first? (Okay there are few excepions to that) That my fucking phone calls aren't picking up by a fucking answering servise? I though cell phones where so you could aways get you FUCKIONG PHONE CALLS. Not so you could have a portable answering machine.
And most importantly is it to much to ask to just at least have a fucking REASON to feel like shit. Soem body please just kill me.
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 07:55 p.m.
Monday, April 22, 2002
Some body kill me please. It would be an act of mercy I swear. Why you ask? Because I'm cranky and depressed anf fucking insecure, something of a looser whop can't bloody write anything on my blassed own and I swear even if I didn't no body would bloody notice. Because quite frankly most of the time I feel below everyones notice anyway.
And for christ sake don;t any one take this a some sort of personal insult because quite frankly, I am depressed for no good reason, being very irration, and in truth should be one some sort of mind altering medication.
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 07:42 p.m.
Monday, April 22, 2002
I am blogging out of bordom. How sad is that?
There is nothing that is entertaining me right now, npo books, no fics, have my new layout done. . . .Yergh this is pathetic
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 04:04 p.m.
Monday, April 22, 2002
Two additions to the Edible Guide to Sex
Ugly fruit: And sex involving Kusanagi (Yes its real, is a cross between a grapefruit and an orange I think. and they are *ugly*)
Scary Death Fruit: Any sex involving Fuuma (we saw it isn Chinatown, Boston. We aren't sure of it's really name but it was hard like a cocanut and have these really sharp spikes covering it. It could litterally have been used as a deadly weapon.)
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 11:22 a.m.
Monday, April 22, 2002
The Cat Suit Project
Breife synopsis: Must write Socialogly paper on Norm Breaking. I chose to wear a cat suit.
Description: The Little Black Dress (Thus titled by Inuhoshi, my still adored Ex-boyfriend)which is tight black velvet, lowish-cut spegetti strap top, knee length loose skirt, though for soem reason it gived the illusion of being shorter. Over the top of that a cream coloured brocaide bodice (Think mideival barmaid. I've actually had money thrown befor), black tights (hate nylons), Black 5 inch platform heal, vynal ankle boots. One lepard print braclet, Lepard print ears (No visable sign of atachment) lepard print tail (weighted to swing) again no sign of atachment. Heavy leather and velvet lepard print collar with silver spikes.
Coments received so far:
8:55am: Girl in hall gived me disgusted look. (I think she may live next door and hate me any way)
8:56am: Cleaning lady gives me hairy eyeball
9am: Blonde (and cool) girl from class gived me strange look then relaxes when I explain its for the paper
9:55am: 8stange looks from people in hall out side class room. One "Holy Shit!" right behind my back. ::grins:: Go me.
9:56: Two girls from call (one blonce from above) tell me I'm really brave wearing this outfit all day.
10am: Psych Prof Tell me I look like I went shopping at a place he knows called the Antique Boutique is Greenwitch Village NYC. Then tell me I would fit in perfectly there, that I should visit, gives me name of hotel I can afford.
10:11am: The paperwork/secretary goddes of the psych dep. (Who was signing my work times sheets) asks "Aren't you cold?"
Soon I will go to lunch. That will be a blast. And yes I am cold. It's boiling for the last 4 days and today we get snow. Why me?
Today's Quote: Cheshire Cat:\" And by the way, in case you're wondering, he went that way.\"
Alice:\" Who did?\"
\"The White Rabbit!\"
\"He did?\"
\"He did what?\"
\"Went that way.\"
\"Who did?\"
\"The White Rabbi
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 09:56 a.m.
Monday, April 22, 2002
::puts on Cat Suit(tm)to time how long it will take tomorrow morning::
::looks at self in mirror::
I look like and expensive whore. ::grins::Tomorrow will be fun.
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 11:35 p.m.
Sunday, April 21, 2002
This is what we were talking about at dinner. Isn't it sad?
The Edible Guide to Sex
Lime: Making out.
Limon: Blow jobs (Or anything else that is more than Lime)
Lime-aide: Blow jobs in odd places
Lemon: Graphic sex
Lemon-aide: Sex in strange places
Lemon Frosting: Kinky sex
Lemon Pudding: Sweet, tender, gental sex
Oranges: Bondage
Tangerines: Props
Grapefruit: Role playing
Navel Oranges: Lesbian sex
Rasberries: Hetero sex
Strawberries: Nice Subaru/Seishirou sex
Kumquats: Gundam Wing sex. Kum Quat. . . Quatre. . oh never mind.
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 06:34 p.m.
Sunday, April 21, 2002
So here I go. I bet this is going to piss every one off some how. You know, all 50 people that read my blog on a good day. But thats okay. I don't mind. Here's my take on the whole fandon, canon, lets all be cranky thing.
So here it is. The fandom bit. (Which is a little more off the cuff I was only planning the canon bit.)
This is directed at no one and everyone. Be offended if you want, I have no popularity to loose. Take it all with a grain of salt please.
If I was friends with you before writing this, asume I'm not actually mad. I like you still. ::is actually fairly amused::
A fandon is not a country. There should be no polotics. Just write your fanfiction and read it and maybe post a reply if you have soem thing nice to say or some honestly constructive critasism. We are not running for any sort of office and this is not a popularity contest like we all want to be the bloody prom queen. Its a bunch of mostly undersexed girls (and few guys, you can try to be prom queen to. I think Kouri has a unisex teira she might lend out)writing to make ourselves feel better because we don't like the way the manga is going or think there should be more in the manga. Or running websites because we are so infatuated with 2 demensional characters that we want to make a shrine to them. I include my self in this statment.
On to the canon. Here is my idea on canon. And this idea covers not just anime and manga, but novels, comics and movies.
I half agree with Kouri And half disagree. I agree with her point. Our definition is differnt, but she was only talking about manga.
Actually now that I really think about we do basicly agree. She said that only the manga was canon and all fanfiction is non-canon. And she's right.
But I ask you this. What is the differance between canon and non-canon? As far as I can se it is this: Is the author being payed.
Because its not weather it was writen by the original author or artist. And its not quality. Or weather you can back up your pairings or what-not.
Have any of you ever read a Star Wars novel? Or a Star Treck, Spiderman, X-men, Buffy the Vampire Slayer etc novel? Or read any comics? You know, Batman, Spiderman, X-men (and by the same token, Deadpool,X-Man, Fantastic Four, Wolverien, Geberation X etc, (all examples or "Hey this person didn't get enough page time or, I'm bored, lets make new character)) Superman, JLA. . .I wont go on with the list.
So here is the point. The point is that none of those things are curently in the hands of the people that orginally came up with them. They are all some one elses idea at this point, because hey, What If? And they got paied.
They have invented origenal pairings, and mixxed up old ones from the origenal material, and in some cases when they didn't like where things were going, they made up and alternate universe.
And its not quality because I've read some really *shitty* Star Wars novels which I bought at Barns and Noble.. And it's not weather the origenal author agrees with what is happeniong to the characters that they created because I know for a fact that many times the publishing company owns the characters and not the creator and sometimes the creator *hates* whats being done with their characters, but its still canon, because its out there to be baught and its *fact* that this-and-that and so-and-so happened to the character.
I met this author who had just signed a contract to write a Spiderman novel. (We were talking about publishing fiction) and he said and I quote "It's great! I'm being *payed* to write fanfiction!"
So what they *hell* does it matter is its canon or not?
::tips head to side thoughtfully:: Am I going to be linched now? Should I duck?
Today's Quote: “I’m not prejudice. I hate every one equally.\"-annoymus: It was on a hat.
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 08:33 p.m.
Saturday, April 20, 2002
I can't find my bra.
::is annoyed::
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 12:15 p.m.
Saturday, April 20, 2002
Kouri and I watched Robin Hood: Prince of Theives this evening, after her concert. Alan Rickman is one of my god's
Though everytime Robin and Marian werehavinf a nice conversation all I could think of is he's thinking "Boink me."
Moving on. My psych prof asked me wh I wasn'r on Prozac or soething. I don't think he was kidding.
Today's Quote: :Why a spoon Cousin? Why not an ax or a. . \"
\"Because it's dull it will hurt more.\"-Gisborn and Nottingham
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 01:29 a.m.
Saturday, April 20, 2002
Yergh
That is all.
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 11:34 a.m.
Friday, April 19, 2002
Well then.
Just to proove how fucked up I am. I just had a huge depressive fit ending in a full blown panic attack (compleate with hyperventalating which, I might add I have never down before, panic fits yes, hyperventalating no)and now I'm basicly fine.
My hands and arms actually went numb from lack of oxygen. Man was that annoying.
I'm done weirding every one out now.
Is one of my psych profs readng this? Oh dear lord.
Today's Quote: \"We'll have a celebration,
I'm getting back on my medication,
We'll have a rainy day parade.\"
-Rainy Day Parade: Jill Sobule
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 01:06 a.m.
Friday, April 19, 2002
You know, for being in sucjh a good mood earlier I'm such fucking misserable now.
It's most likly compleatly irrational but I swear most of the time people don't really notice I exist. I suppose its my own fault though. I mean I don't write as much and I don;'t blog as much and I don't read every one else all the time, but still.
Most likly this is just yet another one of my stupid and totally unfounded fits of depression. I'm really fucking sick of that to. You'd think that at least if I was going to be misserable I could at least have a good reason. But no. And because there is no real cause they is no way to make my self feel better. It's totally stupid, and I just get my self all worked up and hysterical and it does no blasted good at all.
Not that I/'m actually really thinking about it (Or would try it at the moment) but this is what makes suicide so freaken apealing. Nothing wi,ll help so the next best thing is to make it stop. I would love to get through just one week with out at soem point just wanting to really off my self. It would be so nice.
I'm goign to go have a stiff drink and a good cry now. Maybe a cigarette to. That might be nice.
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 12:15 a.m.
Friday, April 19, 2002
For some unknown reason all I put up yesterday was a quote. I don't know what my issue was.
I am in a very good mood. Though maybe I should start on those to research papers that are due ina week or so? You think?
I am also printing up Touch the Sky in an effort to edit the door stop. So far I have printed out up to chapter 17 double sided and already have about 150 pieces of paper. I am very afraid.
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 03:00 p.m.
Thursday, April 18, 2002
Today's Quote: \"Hows your mom?\" \"She's. . . she uncorked.\"
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 09:11 p.m.
Wednesday, April 17, 2002
I live. Your all disapointed aren't you.
Kouri has been pestering for more Never After.
Location: Clamp Campus
Time: Later
Keichi::grabs Subaru by shirt, shaking: Where have tou been!, Kamui is angsting all over the place! Do you *know* how *genki* I have to be to make up for it!?
Subaru:Meep?
Today's Quote: \"Gettin's crazy witht he cheese whiz.\"-Loser: Beck
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 02:14 p.m.
Sunday, April 14, 2002
I am going home for the weekend so my mother can stuff me full of real food and I cam do free laundry.
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 03:44 p.m.
Friday, April 12, 2002
There needs to be more nice weather. I am is really good mood, and I have cleaned enought o see my desk, not just were the computer and Sushi (the fish) rise out of the mess. I have a Beanie Baby beetle. He was lost in the clutter. I had forgotten I owned him. Good thing I found him, too. My littles sister gave him to me for my birthday and she is coming to stay with me for the weekend.::Pats beetle:: It's an ugly little thing. I like it.
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 03:27 p.m.
Thursday, April 11, 2002
::pops you one in the head with cyber-gun, then offers your cyber-corpse a hug::
"And now for something compleatly different!"
What Neil Gaiman has to say on fanfiction, pizza and information. (Courtise of Gaiman's Blog and Cat::bows before both::)
Topic: What to do with people infringing on authors copy rights(Not by writing fanfics, but heavy stuff like posting the author's entire book with out permission.)
Argument for being allowed to commit such crimes: "Information wants to be free!!!"
Gaiman's Response: "No, that's pizza," I want to tell them. "*Pizza* wants to be free. Concentrate on liberating pizza from evil pizzerias. Information, on the other hand, really *hates* being free, and is never happeir than when macacled to the wall, like Kirk and Spock in some peice of late 70s bongage-oriented slash fiction."
My work here is done.
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 11:06 a.m.
Thursday, April 11, 2002
My socialopgy teacher just called me a lier to my face ((though I suppose thats better than behind my back)), and by proxy called on of my other professors a lier as well. She followed up this grand train of thought with "Well thats what happens when you deal with psychologists." Oh yes, she called me a lier over a well documented study.
This means war. :is half annoyed and half amused::
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 10:02 a.m.
Wednesday, April 10, 2002
Ohhhh::pets new keyboard:: It's all clean and smooth and black. And it comes with a lifetime warrenty! (Just as a referance about me and keyboards, I've ruined 5 and only one was due to soda). Nice clickable keys::hates soft and quiet keys)And its all slick anf black and nice. ::is done now::
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 06:54 p.m.
Tuesday, April 9, 2002
We have subverted another fandom to our will!!!!!
You guys will like this. And Cat.
Forevery one that doesn't regagnize the characters this is the description of an Anita Blake: Vampire Hunter fic on FFN
"Party!Jason((::points,left)) just wants to relax but Punky!Jean Claude((See!)) making it difficult. Too bad it's Snarky!Asher((My favorite)) caught in the middle"
And I checked the other stories by the author and there is one CLAMP one to be seen.
I think this is hystarical.
::hears seagull on campus,is afraid::
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 12:08 p.m.
Tuesday, April 9, 2002
Okay. I'm done trhowing me fit. Anger managment issues. And in all honesty they 10 bucks is not the medication, it the medication and then having enough left over to have my nails done. But it's still my money damn it!!
Man I'm on a blogging frenzy.
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 02:59 p.m.
Monday, April 8, 2002
I. Am. Pissed.
I just went tio with drawk froma class and I was told that I have to pay them 10 bucks. Isn't the 10,000 a year enough to allow me to NOT have to pay to NOT take a class. This college is run by a bunch of money grubbling whores. I honestly think that they might rather have the 10 bucks that i was going to use to by MEDICINE rather than get a freaken blow job.
TEN THOUSAND DOLLARS for shitty food, all sort od other unfairness, do crowded dorms, anf NOW THEY WANT 10 BUCKS MORE FOR WITHDRAWING FROM A CLASS!!
And you know what makes it even worse? They were other people right beside me JUST PAYING IT!! and when I asked why no one else ever complained they just looked at me like I was on crack!! I;m SEROUNTED by SHEEP! And most of them I;m betting are to damned rich for 10 dollars to mean something!!!
I wanted to complain, lodge a formal complaint and I was basicly told that they was no one to complain to.
Bet me there isn't.
I think one of my proffesors might be reading this. ::twitches:: Well good. Maybe some one else will notice the blood idiocy that is the beuracracy of this blasted college. America is run by coprate whores and now they charge when they *don't* have to give things by the hour.
Last time I check you only charged for services rendered.
Today's Quote: Don't ask me why i'm crying
I'm not going to tell you what's wrong
I'm just going to sit on your lap for five dollars or so.
-\"Letter to a John\": Ani DiFranco
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 12:08 p.m.
Monday, April 8, 2002
Well here I am killing time. I am killing time before auditiing stats class. I have had enough of the blassed thing. And they stilll haven't found my 12 credits.
On another note: There is a very cute Asian guy sitting across from me. Oh yes. Very cute.
Right. Brain working. I figure if I keep telling my self that long enough it will be true. Nice eyes. . .
Right-o.
So I just went to turn in my timesheet so I can be payed for all those hard hours of data entry. Now I ask if this makes any sence what-so-ever: I turn in the time sheet at one end of the campus and get my paycheck at another. ::resents nessasary exercise::
I'm still working on the Subaru/Seishirou layout. Has any one noticed a distinct lack of useably coloured pics of them? Have I harped on this before? Does anyone care?
I am thinking of working on the sandwich again Other wise know as Never After (first chapter can be found on K&K fics::watch Karasu have a crappy memeory and not remember the HTML for link, come on it will be fun!::) (Side beni: Cute Asian Guy has left and been replaced with Normal Girl in Care Bears Shirt) Avidance of progress?::points down::
Location:Pet store
Time:Unimportant
Subject:Happiness and Companionship
Fuuma: Why a turtle? Why not something more. . . interactive like a dog.
Nataku:Its a tortus(Spelling?) Papa, not a turtle. ::is holding said reptilian, looking at ferrets::
F:It has a dome-like shell and limbs retract into it when pokes. Turtles do that, so its a turtle:
N:That's because you poked to hard::looks at ferrets, points to a brown and white one:: This one.
F:That one what?
N:For Kakyou-san.
F:Why
N:He's my friend and it would be a nice present.
F:That cranky dreamboat isn't friends with anyone.
N:Just shows what you know Papa.
The computer next to me doesn't work. Six people have tried to use it since I sat down. Correction seven. No eight.
Today's Quote: \"I've got a secret to tell,
from my elctrical well,
It's a simple message
and I'm leaving out the whistles and bells.\"
\"A Little Light House In Your Soul\"-They Might Be Giants.
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 10:31 a.m.
Monday, April 8, 2002
So I bought a new keyboard about an hour ago. So what does the broken one start doing? Of course. Working fine. It fears its fast aproaching death. It has stayed the hand of the Grim Reaper for the moment though because Ms Reaper issimply to lazy to switch boards until this one acts up again
The new oneis black. I figured Seishirou-san would like that. Now I just need to get him a monitar sized overcoat.
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 03:49 p.m.
Sunday, April 7, 2002
The first actually important entry I have ever done. I found this on some one elses fansite. It's an internet milkcarton.
PLEASE HELP!!!
A store manager from Longs, S.C. has a 9 year old daughter that has been missing for several weeks.
look at the picture, and pass the word along! She needs to be found.
The Father asks you all, begs you to please, forward this picture to anyone and everyone you know, PLEASE.
His 9 year old girl, Penny Brown, is missing. She has been missing for several weeks. It is still not too late. Please help us.
If anyone anywhere knows anything, sees anything, please contact him at zicozicozico@hotmail.com I am including a picture of her. All prayers are appreciated!! It only takes 2 seconds to forward this on, if it was your child, you would want all the help you could get. Please. Thank you for your kindness, hopefully you can help us.
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 11:59 p.m.
Wednesday, April 3, 2002
Well, as yet no one had located the missing credits, and I am still annoyed about it.
In other news, I need to get my dorm room clean because my little sister will be staying with me for the weekend. I have finished the book I was reading and bought another. Fanfiction is way easier on the wallet.
I really have nothing much to say. I'm making a new lay out for this here blog. It'll be Subaru and Seishirou. My first X layout. I'm all excited, but why are there no good coloured pics of these two? I'm most annoyed.
Thingy.
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 05:08 p.m.
Wednesday, April 3, 2002
So my life is going fairly well at the moment. My keyboard has started working fairly reliably again. I just got every class I wanted for next semester. No classes on Friday. dear loard I love having a 3 day weekend. Maybe this semester i would spend each friday going home to see my shrink.
And it's really spring now. The earth worms are out. I know that sounds silly, but I'm all excited.
On the down side. For some ungodly reason that now one told me of before now, all of my credits from my last college haven't transfered to this one. Some thing will have to be done.
So yesterday I took a walkingtourof my yard to see what sort of flowers we already have planted and what I could do about the state of no grass in the front yard. I think I have my dad convinced to just let me carpet the lawnin wild flowers.
So you maybe wondering, hey dippy if it's your lawn why don't you know what's planted there. Well we are renting the house and the people before us took such poor care of the place we couldn't figure any of it out last summer when we moved in.
I thought the backyard, at least was half covered in grass. My older sister figured out yesterday that it isn't grass. It's some sort of chive/onion/garlic hybred. My back yard is covered in herbs.
Today's Quote: \Am I alive
Or thoughts that drift away
Does summer come for everyone,
Can humans do what prophets say?
-Standing Outside a Broken Telephone Booth Money in my Hand.:Primative Radio Gods.
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 09:40 a.m.
Monday, April 1, 2002
My keyboard is officially on its last legs. I have to hit the space key dead centre to get it to work. Though right now for some reason kept secret from both God and Man, its working just fine. I find it hard to believe that my thumb typing aim is that good.
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 08:54 p.m.
Sunday, March 31, 2002
Going home for Easter! Gonna have real food. Gonna get a new key board because this one is dead.
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 09:49 a.m.
Saturday, March 30, 2002
Saw the preveiw for Two Towers. SOOOOOO COOOOOOL
My god it looked cooler than Fellowship of the Ring.
Is still in Legolas Bliss from my 6th or 7th veiwing of the movie::
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 10:26 p.m.
Friday, March 29, 2002
Right. Um actually I have nothing of interest to say at the moment and felt the need to anounce that to the world.
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 09:38 p.m.
Thursday, March 28, 2002
Another Anita Blake fan! I felt so ALONE and Kouri keeps saying they look like porn.
I don't *buy* porn. Why bother when I can get it on the net for free. Eheh. Right.
I am reading them totally out of order trying desparatly to find a book or two where the pard plays a big role. Or Jason. They are all so hugable.
Must go to class now.
Today's Quote:
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 10:19 a.m.
Wednesday, March 27, 2002
I have Orlando Bloom in velvet.::Is kinda blissing:: But alas ("Alas, Alas!-Legolas's first line in "The Fellowship Of the Ring.", anyway. the long hair was a wig and I so did love the long hair. He's still cute though and I have four pics of him modelling clothes, so I wont complain. I found the pics as I was looking through one of my coppies of GQ (Why do I have GQ you ask? Because there is nothing better to use for drawing peaple (besides live models) than fashion mags and there are few mens fashion mag.) loking through copy. . . .for a model to do a drawing of Seimei. I flipped past the Will Smith article, and BAM! there was Orlando Bloom. ::grins::
On a down note Yahoo still hates me. It stopped hating me for 30 seconds, then it started again? Does it hate anyone else? Or is it just Kouri and I having trouble?
Today's Quote: \"Only three things give you that kind of confidance: a machine gun, stupudity, or being a vampire. I didn't see a machine gun, and she didn't look stupid.\"
-Anita Blake from \"The Lunitic Cafe\"
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 02:49 p.m.
Tuesday, March 26, 2002
I'm not sure I argree with this. And usually I think these things are fun, but this one bugs me. Of course I will admit openly right here and now that I'm being irrtional. But I think the test is inacurate and the think its sort of cheep that they don't even tell what each card means.
Maybe I'm just being testy because I do read Tarot cards. Who knows.
About the XIF I am working on it. Yahoo is fighting me like some sort of devil bitch from hell. BUT I WILL OVERCOME!!! Someday.
Today's Quote: \"If you go out into space with out a suit all the oxygen will be sucked from your lungs, and you will die. . . in a very horrid way. Of course other things happen before you die. . . but its not nice.\" -On of my Profesors
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 03:32 p.m.
Monday, March 25, 2002
::basks in the glory of a computer in a heated room:: I am, as you may have guessed, back at school. It's going to take me eons to cethc up on the blogs, and if you sent me e-mail in the last week, resend it, because I think it may have been deleated. I just checked me mail and I literally had 10 screens full of junk mail. ::looks sheepish:: I got a little carried away with the delete key. ::Runs away:: I still have to unpack.
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 07:01 p.m.
Sunday, March 24, 2002
Anyway. ::Is still very cold in the basement: I am still on vacation. And tomorrow it might actually feel like it. Harrah!
And I've planned out my character for the XIF, but I can't write the profile yet because I can't get to my mail (Because me dad's comp *still* hates me), so I can't get the invite, so I can't join the Yahoo group. . .
You see where this is going. . .
I made bananna bread. And now I am writing more of the X sandwhich fic. I bet you people thought I had forgotten about it. But Ha! You would be WRONG!!!!!
Sorry. In very strang mood. Cabin fever I think. It started freaken snowing. 2 days before the official, start of Spring. What is this. I want FLOWERS DAMNIT!!!!!
Today's Quote: \"I've been scolded. A mystery.\"-Haru: Fruits Basket
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 07:13 p.m.
Tuesday, March 19, 2002
So Kouri's older brother is paying her and I 10 bucks an hour to clean his condo so he can sell it. I wish all jobs were this easy for this kind of money. Now I'll have money to do fun stuff over spring break withg out feeling guilty that I should be saving more.
I wont be blogging very often of the next 8 days because the computer I am using is my dad's. And its in the basement. It's freaken *cold* down here. I can't feel my hands right now. I find this disturbing.
Also for some reason I can't get to my mail from this computer. No one in my family has AOL but me so I have to go to the aol web site to get me mail when using some one else's computer and for some dreanged reason this computer wont load aol mail pages.
I was going to check blogs but I'm freezing to death. I'll have to do it tomorrow.
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 03:53 a.m.
Sunday, March 17, 2002
SPRING BREAK::claps::
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 02:06 p.m.
Friday, March 15, 2002
Fatalistic is UP! ::chears::
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 10:39 p.m.
Thursday, March 14, 2002
A friend's little sister istrying to convince us that Mr.McFeely,the ,mail man on Mr. Roger's Neighborhood,is gay. And further more that he fancies the man himself, the one and only Mr. Rogers.
I said Mr. Rogers is married so we are safe. This was the sister's reply.
"Just because he has a wife doesn't mean he wouldn't go have crazy old guy sex with Mr. McFeely, HAHA"
This is like trying to imagine your 3rd grade teacher out on hot dates wearing leather.
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 08:49 p.m.
Thursday, March 14, 2002
I think Pitas ate my entry. ::pouts:: Sorry for being crabby every one. Really.
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 07:08 p.m.
Thursday, March 14, 2002
I'm done being crabby now.
The girls in my dorm always leave the showers and sinks dripping. I swear we are going to be the ones responsable for this draught. A little wrist power girls!
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 07:04 p.m.
Thursday, March 14, 2002
Okay, Wait a sec you two I'm really not that upset or worried about it. I'll admit I was a tad miffed at finding out late, but I'm notactually angry. Really.
Its a fic and I think it would be fun, but its not worth anyone actually getting upset over.
I hope the doesn't start world war III because sometimes tone gets lost in text, and I'm not mad about not getting my fovorite character or anything.
Okay, I maybe mad, but my sanity has nothing to dowith me being angry.
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 05:47 p.m.
Thursday, March 14, 2002
I think I might have failed my Psych Stats test. I had to answer 3 questions with "I don't know" and the prof wont take kindly to that. This is after I had 2 hours of studying/tutoring last night and 2 hours for the test when I should have only had one. If I don't get an 80 I'm dropping the freaken course. ::twitches::
Well then. My hands are cold.
Today's Quote: \"You get what everyone gets. You get a life time.\"-Death: From Neil Gaiman's Sandman
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 04:27 p.m.
Wednesday, March 13, 2002
I get to take a Psych Stats test today. ::blinks:: I hate my life.
On the up side I will have enough wallpapers to open the site when we bring Fatalistic.net to the world::waves little flag::
In reality I actually have very little to say at the moment. Maybe I'll be more entertaining later.
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 10:23 a.m.
Wednesday, March 13, 2002
Kouri and I have started working out exactly how the Harem O'Bishies will actually work. We will be osting a member list and will be open for rentals soon. We have gathered about 130 ofn the finest men (even though some would rather be women) in anime.
I am way toi pleased about this. I think I need to get laid.
Speaking of oddsexual relations. Here ar e afew new exserps from Chap Two of Never After.
Subject: Pets.
Act One. Fuuma you are a slut to the bone
Background: Nataku picked out a pet farret for Kakyou. Aparently they became friends while I wasn't looking
Kakyou:What should I name him? ::Holds up cute black and brown fuzzy with sparking eye:
Fuuma:Willey::Eyes Kakyou with sparking eyes( yes *that* sort of spark)::
K:Is your mind in the gutter again?
F: As usual, yes.
K:Go die. His name is Ned.
F:Ned
K:Yes. Ned.
Act Two. They say pets resemble their owners.
Background: I thought Subaru needed a friend. Fuzzies fix everything. Fuuma is perverse
Fuuma::Entires Subaru's little box of a room carring *very* angry white kitten by the scruff of the neck. The little thing is crawlling for his arm and hissing::
Subaru::sitting huddled in his corner looks up:: ". . . "
F::Dropps Kitten on him. It bite Subaru::They told me she was deaf.::watches her bite Subaru's fingers. Eatches Subaru not care:: She's pissy and defective just like you. And still some how one of the cutest things I have ever seen.
S:". . . ow."
Okay done now. I'm taking a poll. What sort of pet should Nataku have? PLEASE E-mail. I can't decide. We have one vote of turtle, but I'm open to sugestions.::points at e-mail adress in the left colmn:: I'd put in a cute link but I don't know how.
Today's Quote: \"The rain in Spain falls mainly on the plain.
Plains in Spain fall mainly in the rain.\"
-No clue
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 01:35 p.m.
Monday, March 11, 2002
Kouri and I have started working out exactly how the Harem O'Bishies will actually work. We will be osting a member list and will be open for rentals soon. We have gathered about 130 ofn the finest men (even though some would rather be women) in anime.
I am way toi pleased about this. I think I need to get laid.
Speaking of oddsexual relations. Here ar e afew new exserps from Chap Two of Never After.
Subject: Pets.
Act One. Fuuma you are a slut to the bone
Background: Nataku picked out a pet farret for Kakyou. Aparently they became friends while I wasn't looking
Kakyou:What should I name him? ::Holds up cute black and brown fuzzy with sparking eye:
Fuuma:Willey::Eyes Kakyou with sparking eyes( yes *that* sort of spark)::
K:Is your mind in the gutter again?
F: As usual, yes.
K:Go die. His name is Ned.
F:Ned
K:Yes. Ned.
Act Two. They say pets resemble their owners.
Background: I thought Subaru needed a friend. Fuzzies fix everything. Fuuma is perverse
Fuuma::Entires Subaru's little box of a room carring *very* angry white kitten by the scruff of the neck. The little thing is crawlling for his arm and hissing::
Subaru::sitting huddled in his corner looks up:: ". . . "
F::Dropps Kitten on him. It bite Subaru::They told me she was deaf.::watches her bite Subaru's fingers. Eatches Subaru not care:: She's pissy and defective just like you. And still some how one of the cutest things I have ever seen.
S:". . . ow."
Okay done now. I'm taking a poll. What sort of pet should Nataku have? PLEASE E-mail. I can't decide. We have one vote of turtle, but I'm open to sugestions.::points at e-mail adress in the left colmn:: I'd put in a cute link but I don't know how.
Today's Quote: \"The rain in Spain falls mainly on the plain,
Planes in Spain fall mainly in the rain.\"
-I have no clue
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 10:21 a.m.
Monday, March 11, 2002
So I was hone forpart of the weekend. Thats why there was less blogging. My space bar doesn't work very well, but its my own fault.
We almost have the X siteready. ::Chears:: And I'm hauling butt to get a wallpaper page going. I'll beg shamlessly one more time. And requests? (Let there will be a Muraki and a Seishirou one. If not when the site opens, then soon after.)
I broke a nail. I know that sounds petty but I have acrylics over my real nail and they are, right now, almost a half an inch long. Like half an inpast the tip of my finger. And when a nail breaks (and these things are *hard* and take a lot of abuse)it *hurts* and there is usuasly blodd and wailing in pain.
Luckily none of that happened this time. Jusat pop and there goes most of my nail. I was opening the fridge. How silly if that? Now I have to pay money to have it fixxed.
My life is so hard. I am so put upon.::Back of hand to forhead:: I feel I may faint.
::faints gracefully::
Today's Quote: \"Love is a piano dropped out a four story window,
And you were in the wrong place at the wrong time.
-Two Little Girls: Ani DiFranco
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 12:07 p.m.
Sunday, March 10, 2002
Today's Quote: \"Love is a piano dropped out a four story window,
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 12:07 p.m.
Sunday, March 10, 2002
So I finally finished the main X page earlier to day. I lost and hour of work twice because Seishirou hates Fuuma that much. He would crash Paint Shop and nothing else. ::Beats evil computer::
And I started working for that psych professor today. My last day at teh crappy Dinning Commons is tomorrow ::Does the No More Shitty Job dance:: I was payed to look up articles on dating and infidelity.
Doesn't that sound miles better that cleaning up after some slob to lazy to take care of their own dishes like they are supposed to?
::Goes back to writing Never After and making Yukiand Shuiichi wallpaper. Accourding to my Fanbook his name is spelled Syuiichi.
Who knew?
Today's Quote: \"We hide in the bushes
We shoot from the bushes
We'll love in the bushes like there is no tomorrow.\"- The Resistance Song: Jill Sobule
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 12:21 a.m.
Thursday, March 7, 2002
Okay After a cigarette and a half glass of wine I'm not going to explode. But I'm still spitting mad.
A note about the quote. This statment pisses me off.
Today's Quote: \"It is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all\" - Alfred, Lord Tennyson
Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 12:22 a.m.
Wednesday, March 6, 2002
::screams like a banshee strait from hell:
I. HATE. EVERYONE.
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 11:33 p.m.
Tuesday, March 5, 2002
Fisrt entry with the new layout. Ever one like it?
I'm Currently sitting in Sensation and Percepting class. I was falling asleep earlier and feeling guilty about it.
We are testing to see if we are colour blind. And one want to check?
http://www.biyee.net/v/deuteranopia_test.htm
It's almost as enthralling as the Kill Everyone Progect, but with out the death of faceless thousands.
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 02:43 p.m.
Monday, March 4, 2002
WAHAHAHA! I, the evil HTMLer, hath abducted this blog!
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Karasu last cuddled Schuuichi at 09:46 p.m.
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